I’ve always said, “It’s nothing my mind and willpower can’t handle.”

But now I’m not so sure.
These feelings attack with such precision, cruelty, and randomness, that I can’t deal with them. I’m trying not to embellish here, but it’s terrifying.

And then I start thinking. And then I’m trapped.
And then I can’t sleep.
Which is why it’s 2:08 in the morning.

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